what a weekend

drank a bit too much on friday and got M all pissed off at me. guess i was flirting with some dude. just hung out on saturday and watched movies. didn't drink a drop. on sunday i finished up my work project and went home. sold my recliner to help pay my lawyer and then drank. it's funny i didn't really enjoy it. i so fucking stressed out about my financial situation it's not funny. the stress is causing me to get stys on my eyelid. it's rather uncomfortable. i shouldn't have turned to the bottle. i know that.