Haven’t blogged in a while. been too busy losing my mind. life is calming down however. have to keep my expectations low. I can’t take all the back and forth. go away, come here. met this hot boy yesterday. I also got pretty drunk. M wasn’t too happy about the whole thing. I’m feeling pretty shitty today clammy tingly hands, hot flashes, dizzy. I think I need some different ADs. anyway it’s Friday the AC is out it’s 86 degrees in the office. can’t wait to get the fuck out of here. oh! my father told me I’m too gay again and that my whole identity is all about being gay. what a weirdo.