warning...

man, monday night I was in such a funk when I got home, I popped two klonnies and was still all wound up. H told me to go to the bar and have a drink. I went. do not take klonnies and drink yagermeister. man! 1.5 hours later, bouncer was helping me into a cab, the cabbie had to take me to my front door. good god damn i was smashed. i was surprised i was able to email my boss (without typos) i was taking tomorrow off!

took a much needed mental health day yesterday to clear my mind and begin to make sense out of my crazy life at the moment. i had a nice 4 manhatten lunch with H. took a nap, fucked around, a visit with M and then home to a bottle of wine.